There is this girl that I like who is in my orchestra class. About five months ago I told her that I fancied her and she completely rejected me, she stopped
talking to me and just became a general bitch to me. Now, keep in mind that she is in 7th grade and I'm in 10th, so there is a somewhat significant age
difference between the two of us. Anyway, just recently she has started paying attention to me and staring at me in class with an inquisitive look on her
face, and no longer tries to put as much distance between me and her as possible. All this comes after she had explicitly told me that she didn't like me
and did not want anything to do with me whatsoever. Why the hell can't she make up her mind?!?!? She just can't seem to decide whether to be my
friend, ignore me, or hint to me that she likes me, and sometimes manages to do all three at the same time. I just wish things could be easier and less
confusing.
On top of that, I have tried and failed several times to move on and forget about her because it probably couldn't work between us, but each time I see her all I can think about is how beautiful and intelligent she is for someone in middle school, and that is what is pissing me off the most. In the past I've been able to move on after a girl rejected me, but for some reason I can't with her. (insert expletive here)!!!!!!!!! Why does this have to happen now, this close to the end of the school year and while I'm already depressed? *cries*
On top of that, I have tried and failed several times to move on and forget about her because it probably couldn't work between us, but each time I see her all I can think about is how beautiful and intelligent she is for someone in middle school, and that is what is pissing me off the most. In the past I've been able to move on after a girl rejected me, but for some reason I can't with her. (insert expletive here)!!!!!!!!! Why does this have to happen now, this close to the end of the school year and while I'm already depressed? *cries*
